I've come to the realization that to be happy, you must accept everything that you are and everything you aren't. If you are comfortable with these things, then your positive attitude will infect everything in your life.
On another note, being a woman is kind of a pain in the butt. We always go through these phases in our lives; the "I want a baby" phase, or "I want to get married" phase, the ever present "I need to lose weight" phase, the list goes on forevs. I'm in the mode right now where I want to have a kid. But I always remind myself that my situation is not one that is child- friendly. Even if I was married, I don't think I would be ready to be responsible for someone else. It's hard enough being responsible for myself. And I still have a lot of learning left to do... more mistakes to be made.
I think I'm actually ready for school now. I found out how much I'm getting back from my tax returns which isn't much at all but it will help my credit card debt. I was planning on using my tax returns to pay for one class but I'm not sure if I will have enough. I was told that loans aren't as bad as they seem but at the same time, people who are 60 are still paying off their loans.
This is my first blog, I just wanted to give it try. It's time to go back to work now.
