Monday, September 3, 2007

is it in you now? do you miss the blend of color she left in your black and white field? do you feel condemed just being there?



I had a nice weekend full of homework and Riss and relaxation. Friday night was spent with Nicole, going to Sherry's going away party and attempting to iron out what I hope was nothing more than a teensy fight between best friends. It's hard to offer advice when you yourself aren't the best at keeping people around.

Saturday was early. Nicole and I helped Sherry move and then I did a bit of homework. I drew the constellations on note cards, hopefully that will prove useful it comes time for exams.

Riss and I met up later in the day and decided to get some Krispy Kremes and go see a couple of movies at the drive in. We saw Bourne Ultimatum and Knocked Up. Both very good movies that I highly recommend to anyone with decent taste in movies.

Sunday was good.

I found out that Brand New is coming which couldn't have come at a more perfect time! I am loving a song from their newest album. The song is called "Sowing Season". Very good. The wonderful thing is that the show is on a Fridee and Riss and I couldn't have asked for anything better. I bought tickets this afternoon.

I didn't do much today, just wrote a couple of essays for Engrish and watched some cool anime things on You Tube.

I'm getting tired so I think I might settle in for the night. Sleep is usually peaceful unless it's filled with dreams of people that are less than desirable. I wish I could control what I dream of; I would dream of oceans or far away jungles or unreachable stars, pretty much anything other than him. Hell I'd even settle for that stupid nightmare I used to have all of the time when I was a child. Alas, I find I have little control over the things I want to control and too much control over those things I find myself too young to be allowed to control.


I'm not your friend. I'm not your lover. I'm not your family.

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