You can't complain when you're this good.

5:40 am- woke up and drove to Crown Hill lake

6:20- 7:40- ran around the lake (ran half, walked half, ran half, walked half)

7:50- breakfast at Whole Foods

8:20- walk around Belmar (which is nicer than it sounds. no one was around, just me)

8:45- 10:50- worked

11:15-12:00- showered

12:30-2:00- went to Dan's so I could download a driver that I needed to make the internet work at home

2:30- present- got the internet to work, download a bit torrent thingy and then started downloading Bleaches! ^_^

Overall its been a fantastic day and I can't say that I've been happier this week. First off all, I must address the issue of Dan. Despite what some might have thought, Dan and I did not sleep together. There were people Nicole Ryan who were almost certain that we would but we didn't even come close. We are both mature adults and even though I am STILL panging for him, the visit was not affected nor did it have any kind of impact on me. It felt good to see him and be copacetic but I expecting nothing. As far as I know, he has absolutely no desire to get back together with me. As far as I'm concerned, he's moved on and started dating someone else. I refuse to sit around and pang for him. That's not me being stubborn, it's me finally accepting that its over. I don't like it, I'm not going to lie to you, I hate it. But nothing comes of pining and wasting your time and thoughts on someone who doesn't want you-- and I'm not saying that in a bitter tone, again, it's acceptance. This is Jen being mature.

Moving on, my run was awesome. The breakfast and latte afterward were even better. Dan once told me about this particular taste one gets in their mouth after working out a lot or burning fat or something and I had that taste! Its because my thighs felt like they were going to separate themselves from me and say, "Screw you, we're going home!" But I pushed myself really hard, as I always try to do. That's what makes every run worthwhile. If you only push yourself to where you feel comfortable or even tolerable, you miss out on the satisfaction that comes with "domination". Its a great feeling of accomplishment for me. I found that I enjoy running alone a lot more.

Work was great and really productive. This entire day has actually felt extremely productive for me, especially consider the past few Saturdays I've had.

Things have just really perked up around here and I'm way pumped. I am so SO excited for school. I am, like, the MOST pumped I've ever been for all of this kick ass anime coming my way. Wow. I have control and it feels really good. I will not base my self worth off of other's conclusions about my value. I am the MAN!