I bought a Game Cube this afternoon and have been playing it all night. I joked when I got home, "Dan, you've been replaced." I'm always bad with video games, I get addicted and then the chances of me leaving my apartment are slim to none.
I wrote the last chapter of my book last night but that doesn't mean I'm finished. No where near it actually. After a series of complicated mathematical equations, I figured I still need to account for nearly 300 more pages of information. I might skip some holidays and the like but before I make any decisions, I'm going to have Mark read it. He's the only one I trust with something I hold so close to my heart. If it sucks I know he'll tell me but in a nice way.
My final grade in Psychology is a B. ^_^ One certainly can't complain about that.
I've been doing much better but I always say that when we haven't spoken for a while. At the moment he's out of the country so my mind is settled a bit. No random text messages or emails (although I know he took his laptop and probably has access to his account...) I don't have to wait in anticipation for something to pull on my heart strings again. At this very moment I feel very over him but that changes with the weather. Every thing still reminds me of him so now I have to classically condition myself back to how I was before he came around. I'm pretty sure I've forgotten what he looks like.
I'm tired but I always hate going to bed. I'm definitely a night owl or whatevs.
I have plans to hang out with Saira tomorrow night which makes me really happy and I am most definitely looking forward to seeing her. I am going to make more of an effort to see her and the other people I feel comfortable being myself around. There are very few of them and unfortunately, it appears the number is shrinking. Things have been weird between Larissa and I but it makes me feel quite uneasy to talk about it so I'm not going to. At any rate, it should be a good time tomorrow.
I want to play video games with Ryan really bad though. I'd like to have that competition. :) He's pretty busy this week but perhaps next week. Dan will still be gone.
I wonder about those boys... I find I'm still concerned for them even though I don't want to be, even though I don't feel like any of them care for me. I might bake them cupcakes this weekend, again, since Dan is out of town. That way it won't be weird... unless that is weird. I don't know if there's some line I'm crossing by trying to be friends with these dudes. I'm not sure how I'm being viewed at the moment and I don't really know if they actually want to be friends with me but I would say it's a safe assumption to say the love me. LOL ^_^
I have to register for fall classes now; I'm signing up for three. I have BCAP stuff this weekend (possibly) and definitely at the end of the month. I have to get some sort of personal resume together for the girl's organization I want to volunteer for (I FINALLY heard back from the lady) and I have to start running again. Not for Dan and maybe not even for myself, but just for the hell of it, ya know?
Bleaches took a break this week so nothing to report as far as the filler situation is concerned.
Oh apparently I've been hanging out with Malachi... I wasn't aware of such things but perhaps I've been drugged or drunk or sleeping every time we do... oh and I would have had to fly/ drive to Vegas to do it... my goodness, is this for real? And do people actually expect me to believe some of the bullshit lines they feed me? LOL. That's really all that needs to be said.
