Thursday, August 16, 2007

tomorrow you will suck harder.

School is starting on Mondee. I'm wondering if my FAFSA (aka FASFA because for some reason or another, I can't pronounce FAFSA, it ends up coming out FAFASA) will be approved before then.

Erik left for Fort Collins this morning. It made me realize just how old I actually am. Scary. We'll be graduating from college around the same time which is exciting!

I haven't been running, I kind of lost any motivation to push myself. I've become lazy again, doing nothing but the things that demand very little physical exertion. Video games, guitar, anime, and writing account for most of my time these days. Thoughts of Daniel have subsided for the most part however I've foung myself thinking of him frequently today.

Ryan and I are on the outs today. I think we were both grouchy this morning... we haven't spoken since he arrived at work.

Speaking of work, things have gotten much better although I still wonder if my boss likes me. I hope she does, I have a new found respect for her.

All in all, things are well. Mom is sick but hopefully she's feeling better today. I'm hoping that Ryan and I work things out before tomorrow night as I have decided I need to get drunk again.

"I hope that in mid air, I can trip into your mind, and instead of seeing nothing there, a picture of myself I will find."

Cash Moves Everything

It's hard not being disappointed and wanting to just give up and find some easy solution to assuage this anxiety of unknowing. I can do ...