Tuesday, May 15, 2012

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity." ~ E.A.P.

For me after C, C, & D: "I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up. " ~ Tigress Love

From M to me, during & after me: "I don't know how to love you, I only know how to not let you go. " ~ Tigress Love

For me, from me, forever: "Yearn for where you want to go, not for where you have already been: Your future will be better, your days will be brighter, and your nights will be filled with the glorious heavens. " ~ Tigress Love


I decided to post these because I feel so full of hate for M. I wanted to remind myself what real love feels like. I wanted to remind myself of the way that he views me. I wanted to remind myself of what never to do again.


This is my linguistic abandonment of those negative feelings...

Cash Moves Everything

It's hard not being disappointed and wanting to just give up and find some easy solution to assuage this anxiety of unknowing. I can do ...